Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Nothing Else Matters

It's over. I ended it. We ended it. Just like the other things that I have chosen to end. Now, it doesn't matter anymore. Nothing else matters anymore. Only one thing matters. After all that I have sacrificed, it must happen.

The sacrifices are already taking quite an emotional toll. I will miss many people. I will miss the events that have given me all the laughter and joy in my life. I will suffer from a loneliness that I hope to be temporary. I have to build up a circle of friends from scratch again. I will miss the initmate moments I have shared with her. But its all worth it. Nothing feels better than knowing what you want in life. And nothing beats the thrill of chasing it.

This blog will now be dedicated to only one purpose: to track my progress towards achieving that goal. Every Wednesday and Sunday, it shall be updated regarding how I have progressed, or maybe even regressed. I hope people are reading this coz it puts the pressure on. Pressure to succeed in the eyes of people. But more importantly, there is the pressure of looking back at my posts to see that I have stayed on the wagon.

And the journey begins...

3 Comments:

Blogger dee said...

Go Derrick.

July 1, 2006 at 7:13 PM  
Blogger Kelvin said...

Where's the update? It's already Monday

July 2, 2006 at 7:12 PM  
Blogger ~Am~ said...

Update Derrick!

July 3, 2006 at 2:43 AM  

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